So ever since school started (Ima freshman in highschool) I haven't been able to sleep and have been having thoughts about suiside and I haven't acted on them but I may Idk yet. This year has been bad I ha e lots of homework and just have had a lot of stress. My girlfriend of a total of 3 years broke up with me and that put so much more stress on me is was a long distance relationship and I was just torn up about I wasn't my self for about a month or so since she broke up with me she is the love of the life and the onlyone who I can trust with my thought about suiside and her mom found out and she told me to try and get help so here I am please help me