My Support Forums - View Single Post - What makes someone do/think/act/say like this?

Sanada · Nov 29, 2011, 04:47 AM

Repeating lessons are tricky cycles to break. To believe you can believe in your self not to repeat the lesson, is up to you, to break the cycle if that's what you want.
Sometimes though we will go round and round going through the same cycle of lesson learning for ages. It takes courage and strength to break that cycle, and seeing that we are doing it.

Having people say they will support you in whatever way they can and then be 100's of miles away is also hard.

Promises (esp false ones) really tick me off, so I can understand that. No One should make false promises to someone they know irl (family or friend), and not keep to the promises. I would rather not have the promise, then I cannot be let down when it is not kept (I was and have been made massive promises in life and I find myself in the gutter, almost). So I say to people 'don't promise me nothing', it hurts more when its broken. Then if its not broken then its a surprise and a good emotion (but at least without it, I am ready for what I know already).

Being able to get to a hospital if (or) when you need to, is your's (all's) responsibility. We need to be able to do that if needed. Getting home is totally different. Where I live there is no home service for me, I have to make my own way. It totally sucks not having that support (family or friends or the hospital itself), I have none. My support is always busy, other wise it might happen, but by now I have no choice but to rely upon myself (I walk every where in the city I live in, but as Bob Marley once said in a song - My Feet Is My Only Carigge).