Thats the plan for today.

My doctor works out of a walk in clinic and there are usually three other doctors on rotation. Im going to make an appointment to go in this evening and see if any of the other doctors can give me even one sample pack, that should do me until next week anyways

Yesterday the money problems overtook me a little, now that Ive slept on it, I feel a little better footing on this.

Larry Hoover has also given me some excellent ideas via pm

(THANK YOU LARRY)

You all are so great.

I def think I shouldnt come off it cold turkey, as I have problems if I even take it a few hours off each day I get heart palpitations and skittishness. So, I will find a way. And thats all there is to it.

Chery, I do have clonazepam 0.5's and Ativan 0.5s - clonaze for the panic attacks and ativan only for sleep because it makes me very very drowsy.

I do try to stay away from the clonaze and ativan as much as possible, just cause I know when I first started having bad panic attacks I had to take clonaze for a couple months straight and it was pretty uncomfortable, though not terrible, to wean off them after.