since Saturday I started taking antidepressants and anxiolytics. The psychiatrist said that the antidepressants will take time to work but the anxiolytics will work when I take them.Today it's Tuesday and I've been taking them for 4 hole days but I feel like *****!I think even worse than I felt before...they just don't help!!I've been trying to stop cutting myself, and I haven't done it since last Friday,but today I felt so anxious and awful I HAD to do it(I felt anxious cause I wanted to cut, it's like drugs, i can't really explain it..)Only after I cut I felt good but now i feel guilty...WHAT'S THE POINT OF TAKING MEDICINE IF I STILL FEEL LIKE THIS??!
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When I find out all the reasons
Maybe I'll find another way
Find another day
With all the changing seasons of my life
Maybe I'll get it right next time ♥ :/
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