Dexter, i really hope you are one of the lucky 80% too. I'm really impressed that after everything i read from you, you still keep going. You still keep trying to improve yourself. and I really think that taking one step foward and then falling 3 steps back is a part of life...sometimes. Sometimes life is like an escalator and before you know it you are at the top because sometimes good things happen that people don't even realize. (At least i hope i'm right on this..it's 2:30 in the morning, but it seems right)