I have a course which will start in January. I have been told that they expect me to have a work placement within 3 months. This work placement is real work and I will be paid. But I worry I won't get one. I haven't got experience or anything really. But it's a course and work related. I wish the tutor could do it for me but she did tell me, she will help me. I just worry, worry and worry. It's only about a month away. Even if someone puts the word "work" or "job", it triggers bad feelings for me. I wish I would stop worrying. I hate feeling like this.