My family sees that I am getting better, however I don't. I feel lost and scared a lot of the time b/c I am coming off Risperdal. I feel weak and needy like never before. I don't remember things like my life before except I know I would do some crazy things when I was manic. I remember winters were awful and I would be so depressed sometimes I wouldn't bathe for days and couldn't get out of bed or leave my house for weeks. My family is supportive I just have a hard time seeing it from their point of view.