I am so angry and hurt at t. I have an apt at 4pm every tuesday and the schedulers must have screwed up. I literally schedule months in advance because it is the only time that works in my schedule and today they had someone else in my spot! I went back and talked to t and he chose to see the other person instead of me!! He was just on vacation and I haven't seen him for two weeks and now this!!!! I am so mad. He knows those schedulers made a mistake.

The other weird thing is that I had a premonition right as I was pulling in the parking lot that this would happen. It has only happened once before years ago. Isn't that weird to have such a 6th sense?

Therapy is such a flippin roller coaster. Yesterday I felt sooo loved and cared for because he prayed for me over vacation and today I feel like a piece of trash because he chose the other person over me!!!!!