Thank you so much Sabrina, you make me feel much more normal (whatever normal is)

I think its just that we are told all our lives that jealousy is bad, and I have alot of trouble expressing it because of abandonment issues in the past without it triggering me, or making me lash out or isolate.

nice to know im not alone here.

(yick is fantastic is it not? sort of like yuck, only so yucky you dont even want to poke it with a stick)