I met with her today. Part of the problem is i spend most of the session dissociated and she didnt know. Other problem is miscommunication as well. She is Filipino. English isnt her first language. She meant forget trauma as in remember but without bad horrible feelings. Yes!!! That's what i want. She will refer me to another student if i want, but i can work with her. Another part of the
problem is i was so atrached to my old T, and it's so hard for me to start over . it's so scary , and i dont trust people. I trusted her andothen i didnt.