Yeah. Actually my T asked me if i thought it would be possible to forget the trauma and she meant forget traumatic feelings eventually. English isnt her first language. That's what i want to be able to remember like i remember anything else.
Of course, trying to forget doesnt work in long run. Wish it did. With me it's like i built a huge wall to block memories, but the older i get, the harder it is to maintain the wall and it's crumbling.