((((Bluemountains)))), im so sorry. I dont want to go into too many details because of triggers but i know what it's like to have a mother that lacks all maternal instincts. But our mom had a reason, she is paranoid schizophrenic. I believe someday in heaven, i will meet my mom and she will be herself without her illness. Her illness makes her cruel, indifferent and violent. What people dont
understand is she is still genius level smart. No one realizes that very often things are really not as they appear.