Wish I could be more of help, but I'm having a hard time getting a job myself. Have you heard of snagajob.com? You should make an account with them & they give you a list of job postings you can apply to.

It's ok...you have to be patient when it comes to finding a job. Sometimes it takes longer than you think & it's discouraging, but don't give up. Things will be ok...just calm down & breathe sweetie *hugstightly*