Are you kidding? NOBODY has a job! If I look at the job website for my old field where I last got fired almost 8 years ago, I am GUARANTEED nightmares for a week, I'm not kidding. THAT is nervous! That is pathetic. So - rule number one, you don't sui over money or a job. One place I worked, there was a place to buy lottery tickets, and the guys would walk over every Friday at lunch. I got into the habit to, until I realized I was thinking I could ONLY be happy if I won, and that the guys were all miserable on a daily basis. I figured out I was never going to win, and that I had better figure out how to be happy every day WITHOUT winning the lottery. YOU ARE HAPPYCHEEKS! and don't you forget it. We all see you growing and learning every day. Thank you for sharing your journey with us.
love ya, hanky