I'm sorry for what you've been through. I'm not sure what you mean by "lied" and am concerned by your last sentence, about needing a break from life.
I can empathize about not having a best friend to talk to. Maybe you don't have a best friend to talk to, but is there someone you have been working with? A counselor or therapist?
I don't know if it helps to know that you are not alone in having trouble trusting others or with stable relationships.
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