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the next morning just about all of them were lame and injured, some permanently, 4 had choked and wouldn't eat and I ended up losing my favorite lesson, pet pony as she never recovered from choking, I worked on trying to save her for almost two months. When I lost that fight ( I had her hooked up to IVs etc) I just broke.
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How awful. I love animals and to think of the terror your horses must have felt. I would be traumatized too. btw what is choking?
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I am left with crippled animals and about $30k in charges for vet bills and it ruined my business. Years of hard work building a business, ruined. Ruined by negligence, the neighbor knew their fence wasnt working.
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That is maddening and so unfair.
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Apparently all this loss created PTSD from the loss itself and that also brought in the past somehow.
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So sorry..
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And I have a lawyer who is now old and very forgetful and is messing up and I can't find another attorney that will take the case because they all know my attorney.
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Have you tried Legal Aid? if they can't help maybe they can give you a referral?
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The only one that really sees it is my therapist.
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I am glad you have him/her.
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It is just a mess everywhere I look, every single part of my life has been torn apart. And I havent a any real rest in over four years,
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That's a long time...
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Tonite I am trying to stay awake because one of the ponies that was damaged is sick. Her digestive track has never been the same and I kept her stable for many months and I don't know what is bothering her now.
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What happened to her digestive track? do you belong to any online horse care forums? I have bunnies and some are prone to digestive problems too. (from hairballs) Only found out recently that a simple small dose of extra virgin olive oil was the easiest and best treatment...even the vets didn't know about it. learned it from my online bunny club.
