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Hello nicole.
I am very aware of how the Christmas holidays can be stressful for some. I remember being a child and I loved it (even though I was being abused, it was always the same, the build up to Christmas day - hardly any abuse. After Christmas day - back to normal).
I don't believe from talking to you in chat that you are a bad mother. You seem to provide well for you're children (girl guide stuff), picking up children ect.
How you see you're self is something that you need to work on you're self. Again from talking to you (impressions through the net), I don't see you as a bad person.
Don't use cutting as a short term cure to not dealing with issues in life (I made that mistake myself, now I am very aware that it does not help in any way at all). Use your therapist and use psych central and use 'your self' to get you through this period in your life.
Also.......do not give up.
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The opposite of a correct statement is a false statement .
But the opposite of profound truth maybe another profound truth.
(Niels Bohr) Nobel Prize Winner for Physics.
The universe started with an 'E'.
The universe will end with a 'K'.
(lyrics Acid House)
Its the truth even if it did not happen.
(Ken Kesey) One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest.Real science can be far stranger than science fiction and much more satisfying.
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