I've been feeling awful for the past 2 days now. I'm trying to hang on in there but i am fighting through strong SU thoughts and feelings going to my bed crying me eyes out and phoning helplines. My nurse never phoned me i finally got hold of her yesterday. She says she's spoken to my psychiatrist. He says he has only got a limited amount of emergency appointments. My nurse says if it's about medication then she can discuss that on the phone with him. So i hope to get my quetiapine put back up to 350mg or a prn. My nurse told me she can't speak to my support worker because of confidentiality so i told my support worker yesterday and she said that is a lot of rubbish. My support has tried to get to speak to my nurse over the past few weeks because she is concerned about me.

Sorry for this ramble i'm in such a bad place and have felt like this for the past month. Going high and low. Going in to crisis. Going suicidal all the time. I am dreading if they don't do something about my medication.