i was saying that to my T not you at all in fact i would say that all of you here probibly know me more than my T because i am able to tell you all what is going on in my head better.i am so sorry if i wrote it wrong so you misunderstood .i'm sure it must have sounded awful for me to say that and i didnt mean you at all.i'm sorry i'm not always good at how i say things.