you go to sleep. you are of no use if you are exhausted. no use to yourself to make sane, rational judgements. no use to you animal. no use to you family.

you take your medication. it keeps you sane & level headed.

ok at some point you had to have known the vet would have said this. you have had animals with colic before. so use your knowledge & treat the horse as best as you can....with the tools you have.

it is not the vet's fault. not your fault. it is what it is.

for now, make the horse comfortable & sleep.

where is your husband? daughter? GET THEJM INVOLVED IN THIS IF YOU CAN.

& sleep.

the horse has had meds, been treated, been looked at by a vet, been carded for etc. you have done what needed to be done up until this point. put the healing/rest in god's hands now & let yourself recharge so you can make sane,educated choices.