Fairy

I understand how you are feeling. Please remember what I told you in my first post, you ARE strong!!!

If you are feeling down but trying to get help and no one seems to be helping you it can totally make things worse. Remember to keep trying! Your worker seems like your advocate, so you might want to ask her for advice. (would it be beneficial for you to go the the hospital, with your thoughts of suicide?)

Do you have a direct line to your psych? Can you go to the office? (You need to make it clear, what kind of thoughts you are having and ask for them to give you an answer today)

Good luck, hopefully you get some answers today!