Not too much because I almost never have insurance or money to pay for anything. On Monday I was scheduled for an assesment with the County mental health.. but I already know they do NOT treat "adult" adhd. So I wasn't sure it would do any good. Or like today, I missed an appointment for orientaton to employment assistance services basically... all so typical of me.. I "thought" I would remember what time it was today, but I didn't look at the paper until right after the time I was actually supposed to be there.
But then there's part of me that wonders if I "forget" on purpose..

Maybe I don't want the stigma/label so definitely..

Maybe because I have a degree in Psychology, I feel stupid that I'm not the one WORKING IN these types of facilities.

Maybe it's another way of "sabotaging" help