Chippie, I read your other post too, and you are NOT a horrible person, or any of those negative things. Please keep trying sweetie, and try to ignore those people who are so mean, I know it's tough but you'll get through this.
You are a good person, I can tell, but I won't say what I think about them ...grrrrr

I hope today is a bit better for you {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Hugs}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

Take care,
Fuzzy