WePow, what you shared is beautiful beyond words!! You ARE a writer, and a wonderful one. I can picture you and your T sharing those moments and you feeling his love. You put into words what is so hard to verbalize--the intimacy that we can achieve in therapy with our T. It's different from any other kind of intimacy, even that of a spouse. It's more pure, or something. Maybe more basic, as has been written about, like the bond between infant and mother. I am so glad you experienced this in your session, and that you shared it with us.