(((((connorc))))))

Sorry to hear you are going through a rough time. Life can throw many curveballs at us. My experience has been, how I react to these curveballs dictates the outcome. If I dwell on the negativity for too long, I get sucked into it. If I am sad for a while, but then focus on moving on/making the situation better, the outcome is far better.

I hope you are feeling better soon!