I read the book; it is excellent; answered so many questions. This BPD has taken it's toll on my life. Have been in/out of psych wards. All my relationships have been "Fatal Attractions." I live alone to control the beast. It has gotten old. Had shock treatments the last go round. Just broke up with another guy recently. I have managed to live independently, Thank God and able to support myself. Dealing with healing and going under hypnosis next week to deal with past traumas.

It has gotten old. Time to enjoy my life!

Have faith - don't give up.