the difference for bipolar is that there is mania involved, not just depression.

ECT can be lifesaver and meds can be rough, I was on seroquel 8 years because nothing else worked until I was beyond the maximum recommended does and now I have diabetes. But I wouldn't go back. Keep trying and find the meds that work for you. There is no magic pill though, it's keeping your doctor involved in your treatment and being involved in it yourself. Good luck and don't feel down that you feel down. . .keeping coming back here, that shows that you are trying to help yourself, and though your house may not be clean at least you are doing something about your condition.