thanks for your reply yeah, i was crying so hard i think i passed out. were sorta close, even tho hes often making sexaul remarks to me while he is 19 and im 14. i.. im kinda scared to explain it to him.. im not sure why .. im kinda scared he'll think of me that way, (hes made moves on me before) im not sure .. just, i cant stand the way he pronouces things or laughs.. sounds just like my abuser.. it kills me inside =\