(((SS))) I'm sorry to hear about all what's going on. It affects you more than many ppl because you are a caring person, imo. Don't look for anything bad to happen.. look for good. Guilt is not a good thing. It's ok to be thankful that you aren't having such a tough time as they are right now. It's ok. Feeling guilty won't help anyone. Above all else, with all this going on, take care of yourself... don't overwhelm yourself because of the guilt, regardless...