Hi, My name is Mask,

For years i have self medicated with weed. I know its illegal but its the only thing that gets me through, when i don't smoke its hard for me to just be normal, I've been told everywhere, even at the hospital that i don't have a real problem, that I'm not a danger to myself or others and all that jazz, but i disagree. I'm not saying that I'm a danger to anyone just, i get upset easily when i don't smoke. My nerves are like little fireballs under my skin. when i'm sober people just bother me. People talk all the time about how weed is bad and what not, BUT i maintain a job two in fact, and most people can't tell when I'm high EXCEPT for people who know what I'm really like sober..I have other problems but the weed..I just don't want to always have to smoke...whats wrong with me?