No, I accepted my diagnosis of bipolar and generalized anxiety. I had been struggling for so long and felt that something was very wrong with me for a long time. But no one ever believed me. It didn't seem to bother anyone that I was depressed, or having panic, or saying things that were completely illogical, struggling, etc. When that doctor finally took notice that something was seriously wrong, despite I had been on Abilify before (even the hospital pdoc that prescribed it didn't diagnose me, she just said, 'here, take this,') well, it was a huge relief.

My other diagnosis, the schoid one. I'm not so sure about it. They said I'm really mild in that way. It just seems.... weird...