Saw pdoc today she said it is the withdrawal of coming off risperdal that is making me feel scared. It is getting better, I don't feel quite as freaked out today. Man this is exhausting let me tell ya. In 2 wks she is gonna do lab tests to make sure everything is okay as far as thyroid and all. My hair is falling out badly so she took me off depakote b/c it causes hair loss. I'm hangin' in.