Hey (((((Anj0))))

I have been in treatment for many years and as bad as your T wants to push towards integration, it can not happen without your system/body until YOU are ready for it. IF your T is pushing, imo, your T may be putting it up for you to see that integration is possible. It will happen and it will be okay when you all Choose to Integrate. No one can make you. In fact that usually comes at the end of therapy. Good luck and remember our T's are only guides. It is you an I that have to pick what the T's choose to give us and only then can we listen to ourselves and allow to be guided by your therapist.

I learned this when I went into the hospital to work just on integration and our T in patient said "integration" happens in its own time. That ought to be the last you have to deal with even though, it is ALL your decision.

Good Luck,
Crew