Please hold your head up and do what ever you enjoy doing. I agree with melissa previously when she talked about you should not base your self-worth on your relationships. Your are just as important as anybody else in the world. Your are one of a kind. When you avoid people and hide, somebody is really missing out on meeting you. I tell people that the best person on this earth you can rely on to love and take care of you, is you. When you do that, things will start changing for you. You can then open a door to good things and let them in. Head up ForeverAloneGuy, do cool things.