I cried as I read your post WePow. It settled in my heart as something that is worth while and something that is right and needed, but I'm just wondering how do you do it Wepow? I mean, how are you able to let yourself be vulnerable like that? At this very moment I feel myself building a wall I don't really want to build, but am doing it because I just can't let myself be vulnerable to T. What did you have to do to come to this place? Ho did oyu gain the courage to approach T when your defenses have been so strong to protect you?