back it off for a reason....

you have a bad discussion with yourself.......

I wonder if ...and that you don't hate you...but you hate that you hate you..

I suffer from the same thing...

I hate that I cannot perform to my expectations..

If I knew I would be this complicated as an adult

I would have not been born if thats possible...

but it's too late and now I am complicated to the max and living it every day like that

but it's ok matey...

you are not alone

it's ok