...awesome!

couldn't have said it written it better...

that nagging despicable yet rewarding thing!

that...the feeling of knowing it's all kinda messed up but I still love enough to counteract!..

maybe...it's a difficult balance

so...I like being depressed because it's all I got....

I am an expert...I understand it...

I know good also but thats why I am expertly depressed and somehow thrive on it

I explain why....

I am already sad...therefore the things that really upset me cannot anymore..

I am there already

I did not choose this..

but it taints my world...so I see everything darkened..

where is the colour?
the colours?

blues and greens and **** even the reds

it's all shaded

but it's ok