Hi, I wanted to check up on you. I just saw this post today. I hope things are better today. I am worried for you because you mentioned suicidal thoughts. Fight the demon, okay? Don't let it get you. I was a suicidal teen, too. You can get through this, you can fight, those thoughts are temporary. I promise you can. You are a valuable and important person.

Don't let this guy tell you otherwise.

He sounds like a very large jackass in my opinion. Throwing things and having a temper tantrum, and locking you out for being honest about your opinion is very jackass behavior. Either that or he's a three year old. It is his fault for even asking you to begin with if you thought he was annoying. People should realize that if they ask a question like that, then they are walking right into the possibility of getting an answer they won't like.

And blaming PMS is such a jerk thing to do.

I'm not a doctor but it sounds like depression or something is going on. You should see a doctor and find out what. There is help out there and you deserve to be well. You don't have to fight alone.