Depression is the constant reminder of how ugly, repulsive, screwedup, and worthless you are when you are doing something simple like just sitting on the bus on the way to work. It is locked TIGHT into you so that the only way you think you could SHUT THE ****ING * REMINDER* UP! is to start screaming in the bus and freak all the other passengers out, wear a for the rest of the day so i can block my view of all the others looking and disgusted at me, or just jump out the window and hope i land head first on the road...Yes, today has been a bad day. Sorry.