it's an unusual concept for the self destructive individual.....

to power up the remainder of ourselves...I can say this because I have survived suicide manymany times.........and when I am well I am proud to reflect on what happenned......

but....

I am reassured just quietly that..

I can cope with anything...

THROW it at me it's fine.....I already diaed...

because the moment we consider death we have Died.....

and to go beyond THAT......incredible death nore life matters

I gues thats my experience anyway