Innerzone, I did have a problem with a man stalking me quite a while back. Worst part was he was from my intensive group therapy. So he knew alot about me including that I am afraid of older men, and have a hard time being assertive. Final straw was when I went to pick up my kids from school an he was parked out front sitting there waiting. anyways ok that's too heavy.

I'm working on my decorations trying to distract my self from feeling depressed, it is helping a bit. I can barely make out the tree, I put so many decorations on it.

Ani, you are one brave soul. My imagination would definatly get the better of me. Be safe.