I totally feel you. I don't mean to be bashing on those who do not understand it, but I feel it may be the result of an intelligent person in depression. It's kinda like a Jhonen Vasquez feeling I get.

Maybe I'd tone down the rhetorics to "intelligent approach". Intelligent people can do some dumb **** in their lifes... Been there, done that. I will probably make few stupid mistakes in years to come...

Funny coincidence that yesterday Lady Gaga's new video came out.... it talks about her mental breakdown after being dropped by Def Jam.... disturbing stuff. But good disturbing....

Anyways, Gaga expresses my thoughts in rythm of dance music...

*I'm gonna marry the night
I won't give up on my life
I'm a warrior queen
live passionately tonight

I'm gonna marry the dark
gonna make love to the stars
I'm a soldier to my own emptiness
I'm a winner"

So, I guess I am gonna Marry the Night.... having hard day today myself...

Venus I can see you trying, working at your struggles, expressing ideas. My concern was for those that battle depression and cant seem to do that and are triggered. If they respond to your ideas good, if not then it is my hope they dont take it personally and get worse.


Often it is hard not to take it personally when it is aimed directly at me......