I'm really very freaking out about Thursday. I have a Med review where my cpn( like my councillor/ psych nurse I see each week) and my psychiatrist fill each other in about me, and how well I'm doing and if they need to adjust meds etc. Truth is lately I've gone back on any progress I made , I stopped taking my meds due to sui thoughts, started on them again, now they want to try something different. I just hate the whole atmosphere. Also I always feel so stupid! My parents will be so disappointed if I have my meds changed because then they'll know I'm not doing great. I hate letting them down. Were (me and cpn) also bringing up concerns about ocpd which I'm nervy about! Ah!