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Originally Posted by cin1
it is painful to care about someone that doesn't care back. i have felt i hated him for it. if i don't care about him, there really is no reason to be where i am. i am trying to grow up (after years of being child-like).
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Who is him?
He kept asking me if I cared if he threw my things across the room or destroy them. I kept shrugging my shoulder because if I answered yes there was a possibility of him destroying my things and if I said no, well he would destroy those things. He asked me if I was becoming a nihilist, which I don't think a nihilist is someone who doesn't care. Although I could be wrong.
He destroyed my clay statue after I admitted that I find my younger annoying sometimes. I think they were laughing and I broke down crying. He is my older brother.