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Originally Posted by kaliope
Well i hope it made you feel better to get all that off your chest. I think you said it best in your last line. You want everybody to leave you alone. You have the power to make that happen. It sounds like you need a break from it all. time to sort out all your thoughts and feelings. Get away from it all. Have you tried being alone? Take time for yourself to discover who you are and what you want out of life? What you want out of a partner? Why dont you make your vacation all about you?
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Would you believe me if I said making the vacation all about me would require money? I really want to go home, and I can't go home without money and even when i go there i need a place to stay and i cant afford to do anything but stay at my brother's place and with that comes a thousand and one obligations. I really wish i could take a vacation that i could make just about me. Law school has put me in way too much debt though.
Haha and btw, I try to take time off from my life every summer and I pretty much isolate myself from the world,, but when Im ready to get back into it,, i find a lot of people I have to explain my absence to and apologize for not staying in touch for a few months. That's a hell of it's own. haha sorry! i'm unloading again...