I have been reading this message board on and off for several weeks and decided maybe it was time for me to share a little about myself. I have been struggling with what I was told is major depression for the past 5 years. ( i am 24) I have been off and on meds, usually quitting them myself b/c I dont think they work, and then starting back on something else. I have been taking Lexapro 20mg and Welbutrin 150 for about 3 months now and decided they were not working. Last week i quit them and this week I feel like I am losing my mind! Been having horrible thoughts and dreams, anxiety, blurry vision, dizziniss, and a strange taste in my mouth. And then what I guess was an anxiety attack last sunday. Have not been to a pdoc before and my doctor now doesnt know if i have depression or maybe bipolar. I have no idea but I just wanted to say hello and be able to talk about this stuff- My husband hates to hear how i feel- he thinks I am just weak because I get so down. He doesn't understand me. I dont even understand me!!!