Roadrunner ,, Thanks so much .. I hate to whine in general but today is one of those days the tears keep coming .... Thanks for always being there for me (((hugs))
Ps love your name ,,I use to have roadrunner intenet when I lived in florida LOL so everytime I see you I think of my old super fast inernet LOL

SunAngel .. Yes I hired an attorney when I first applied ,, Honestly theyhave done nothing for me up until this point ,, I got all kinds of paperwork from ss to fill out and i called the lawyer and they said "oh just fill it out " Okay so 3 packages of questions a first denial and now denied on my reconsideration.. so apparently at this point my lawyer will get involved .
The new med isnt Geodon ..I had researched that one ,, this " fanapt" stuff just came out last year ,, some of the side effects concern me but will talk to pdoc monday .. this new one is for schizophrenia.. I know alot are used off lable for bipolar ( i know latuda is one ,, tried that before )

Im just hoping something will work out eventually ..

Thanks Thanks Thanks !!!