... It was in an email.. As writing is so much easier for me. Basically said I feel ( feelings are not facts) like T wants me to leave my W and I wasnt strong enough and would rather explore the unhealthy things that she fullfis other ways to have those needs met from others or within myself. And then I typed it ... I wanna quit...
I never though I'd write a post with WHAT HAVE I DONE in the text... But here I am.... So as I was proof reading ( typically the move before I delete it) I accidentally hit send ( damn I phone ) ... What if she says , good idea?
I don't want to quit I just want to be heard... Ugggghhh