I've changed meds. AGAIN.
These are a bit less effective, but I can handle the adverse effects better.
But I'm tired of this.
I'm tired of disappointing myself.
I'm pathetic.
I'm still struggling through school.... And I know I have no valid reason to feel anything close to this.
I have a good life. Am I ungrateful?
Why can't I see anything as great and wonderful like everyone else can? I feel like a freak.
I can't seem to do anything right... I might fail my university classes.
The only time I could've taken off my mask a bit was in front of a couple of my roomates... and I've apparently pissed them off so much that they've told me they're fed up.
I just want this to be over... Why won't this just be over?