Thanks for everyone's responses!

I started feeling better about 4 or 5 weeks after i started the meds. Then suddenly out of no where I had a horrible week and felt they were doing nothing for me. Waited it out, nothing got better, so I quit everything all at once last week . Yeah, that was so stupid- I know that now! My doc and I are in the process of finding a pdoc that will take my ins. THis has been going on for a while now and my doc didnt realize how bad i was until i was at my nutritionist yesterday and she called my doc right in front of me to tell her i was talking about suicide. (Can i say that on here?)

THank u all for your support- I know what I need to do- Just keep procrastinating.